Is It Time?

        Sometimes I feel we truly can't see when its time to move on. We live in our own personal reality of "maybe". Were blind to see what others see and we feel as if because there not in our shoes "they don't know". Well In my own personal opinion you don't know. It's the ones around who see it first because were not as emotionally attached. For example Relationships... Most girls or guys can't see when a relationship is over, they think "maybe it's time", but don't actually act on it. Maybe you wont end it because your scared or because you think this other person is the best your going to get. So I guess i'm asking you to look in the mirror and truly think about what moving on can do. How if you actually took this step and moved on you have the chance to find someone else you have the chance to create a new page in the book you call your story.

When every night your fighting and wanting to rip each others eyes out, it's time. I'm sorry if you feel that you love the person it's worth sticking around for, but if you truly loved them then you wouldn't fight every 5 seconds. you can cry and scream saying "you gave your other everything", but in truth everything might not always be the best. everything holds you back because when you give your spouse that last piece of yourself not out of love but out of fear that your going to loose them. Then you really didn't give them everything, you gave them control and fear. I'm not saying every fight means it's over, i'm simply saying that if that's all you do and all your relationship has become is one BIG fight then it's over.

Essie Holiday Gift Set

       Ah!!! Its about time I do my first review. I'm super excited to announce My love towards the Essie Holiday set. All my favorites in one little set, that's perfectly affordable (I think about 15.99)  for Essie nail polish. It comes with the colors Ballet slipper, Chinchilly, Turquoise & Caicos, Forever Yummy, and lastly Wicked.

(sorry about my chunky thumb)
All five colors are wonderful. I have no complaints, so this is somewhat a boring review. the colors They picked for the holidays are a tad bit expected and don't seam to show off the winter/ holidays colors they could have picked, I feel that should have added a winter-forest green, or The color Shake Your $$ Maker

could have added a nice pop to there holiday set. That's just in my personal opinion, please if you get this as a gift comment your personal opinion Please! oh and this is my shitty last minute nail painting job so you can see what they look like on my hand. to bad its such a bad picture it doesn't help to much

 

Everything By 17

       Sometimes we look in the mirror wondering what we should do. Not just wondering what were going to do today, but what were going to do with our lives. I'm only 17 (thank god) and yet a thanksgiving party I was looked at and asked what i'm going to do, what college i'm going to go to, what I'm going to study, and it almost seamed that if you didn't have a significant answer then your were already wasting your life away. You aren't going to receive the 5 seconds of phrase and support towards your already made up mind and future. They had forgotten that I haven't even taken my ACT and I haven't been demeaned and told what I needed to work on yet. As if the fact that most of our futures depend on a test that's going to tell us where were going to go and waist away thousands of dollars, wasn't bad enough these days. Now we need to already have it figured out and we needed to get everyone's opinions about it, 

at only age 17. 

I truly wish that I didn't have friends loosing there hair at 17 over the stress of our generations mind determination at what, 16? our we now suppose to have our future decided and picked right out to be told and handed to everyone in a pamphlet as if nobody lived, changed there mind, and falls in love with an idea or something new. We can no longer leave our books and stories open; it's as if they have to be written before we even get the chance to pick up then pen.

  

The truth is do I really look like someone who wants their entire life planned out by age 17. I honestly think people who plan there life out at age 17 are the ones who might end up a little unhappier because they never left anything to chance, or maybe the got what they wanted and they've wanted it for so long that maybe it seams boring.
In this photo is me running into a band who was filming there music video, If I had planned this day out I would have never gone to the beach, I would have never met them or have been in there video, and I would have one less story to tell.

Crosses and the fashion statement

      Normally I try and open my mind to any and almost all fashion statement, But I just cant open my mind to The Cross Culture. I know most people don't think much towards it and might see it at H&M, Wet Seal, or Forever 21. You might pick it up and say "this seams edgy" or "I saw this on so and so and they look great", but honestly it doesn't. Im very sorry, but I feel turning a religious symbol into a fashion statement is a little rude.

     I get people feel that crosses are the new broken hearts or angel wings, but do you really feel the need to take something that people feel spirituality close to and wear it to show your on edge or just to follow along. I promise not to go on a rant about how so and so died for our sins. So ill cut to the point people feel close to crosses (not saying one religion specific). I will not call you out for it and I wont judge completely for wearing them I just hope someone will read this and maybe think about the statement crosses give off and maybe decide to not follow along with this trend

           One thing I am very excited, and I mean EXCITED for is wait for it... Pointed Toe Pumps!!! That's right there coming back in style! Ive been watching and watching and I finally feel that there coming back. If you've never bought a pair I would recommend just starting out with a nice sleek black pair

                                     

             If you feel like wearing a pair of these will send you back in time to your grandmas closet then a nice twist might possibly be to go with the pointed toe pump, but add a strap

          I guess every first blog post should be an "about me" post. I was that awkward child, who was always a little chunky and a little behind on clothing. This later brought me towards a few horrible fashion phases where I quoted consistently "I wear what I want. A pair of jeans and a black T-shirt is all I really need". Someone should have smacked me the first time I said that. Honestly it would have done me some good, and saved a few years. I later around 14 became obsessed with what I wear, but I still wasn't quit  where I wanted to be. after about 2 years, I'm where I want to be. I'm at the point where I would love to share my style, taste and options openly with whoever.